I’m missing one of my bestfriends so bad, haven’t seen this person for so long. We text a little, chat a little but it won’t reverse the fact that I miss this person so bad.

I miss a lot of people. I don’t even want to start enumerating them, for it’s a really really long list.

It just so happened that I watched One Tree Hill season 7 episodes 16 (“My Attendance is Bad But My Intentions Are Good”) & 17 (At the Bottom of Everything) today. It’s made my heart cry.

Jamie: Can’t believe this place is like uncle lucas’s room, remember that time he had mohawk?Nathan: Yeah that’s cool.. Miss him?
Jamie: Yeah, I miss lots of people, Aunt Peyton, Uncle Skillz, Quintin, Granpa Dan I miss him a lot.
Nathan: It’s hard when you miss people.. Ya know if you miss someone, it means your lucky. It means you had someone special in your life someone worth missing.
Jamie: Yeah, I guess, I still don’t like the missing part so much. (7×16)

Yeah.. I guess.. I’m lucky that I have these people in my life.. and I just hope they also feel lucky for having me in theirs.

Both episodes talk about Lydia, Haley, Quin & Taylor’s mom, going soon because of Cancer. It was so hard on me. I felt what they were feeling. My Lola Paz just died because of that, that same C that Lydia has. My Lola Fe’s about too also because of Breast C. Kaya sobrang bigat sa loob watching these episodes, I was crying with them as they cry. I can’t even be with my Lola Fe even though I really want to..

But you know, as what Lydia told Haley, “We need to be strong for everybody else who can’t be” So I have to be strong here in where I am now, for those who are in Lakewood with Lola Fe. I’ll just accept the fact that I can’t be there. It’s just that I’m missing her and I’m gonna miss her so much.

Haley to Mouth & Brooke: “Don’t wait. Life’s too short to play games. If you love somebody and you wanna be with them, then go get them. Deal with the mess later. You don’t know what tomorrow will bring.” Just one more line that made my day complete.

Ohh One Tree Hill why do you always make me cry and smile and be kilig all at the same time. <:
SEASON 8 PLEASE!