Wake me up when September ends

FINALLY!


it’s the last day of September!!!!!!!!


The truth is, this month has been a not so good month. I didn’t expect things to happen the way it did. September used to be my favorite month of the year. But starting this year, it’s not my favorite month anymore. Everyday of my life in the whole month has been from sad to saddest. I can’t remember any moment this month that i was totally happy. That i didn’t think of anything that would make me sad or cry. Since day 1 of september i was crying. I cried because i remember something that happened my past. I cried because I miss someone, someone who has a really big part in my life. I cried because I was hurt with what was happening. I cried because I got hurt with what I learned. I cried because I was so hurt because of what I learned. In short, I was heartbroken. I cried because I finally let out all what i have been keeping to myself. I cried because of the pain. I cried because it would make me feel better. I cried because it’s finally over. I cried because I finally accepted everything. I cried because I was ready to let the feeling go. I cried because I am now moving on and that’s my one last cry. But i couldn’t help it if at times tears will fall from my eyes. It happens everytime I would be alone and i couldn’t stop my self from thinking about it. It happens when I would hear his name, which is every single second of the day, though I am not literally crying, my heart is crying. It happens everytime I find myself talking to friends, telling them to be strong. When I myself is making myself strong and for the thought that “I can do this! I’ll get through this, soon!” and for the second time, I see myself, standing up from a fall. Can’t believe na kaya ko ito. But then, I should believe in myself.


And now, for the last time, my tears are falling. I dunno what it is for. But I know as September comes to aclose, my tomorrow would open to a new day, a wonderful month ahead. that’s my wishful thinking. =)


LOVE IS A BATTLEFIELD
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We are young
Heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield


We are strong, no on can tell us we’re wrong
Searchin’ our hearts for so long
Both of us knowing
Love is a battlefield


You’re beggin’ me to go, you’re makin’ me stay
Why do you hurt me so bad
It would help me to know
Do I stand in your way, or am I the best thing you’ve had
Believe me, believe me, I can’t tell you why
But I’m trapped by your love and I’m chained to your side


We are young
Heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield


We are strong, no once can tell us we’re wrong
Searchin’ our hearts for so long
Both of us knowing
Love is a battlefiled


We’re losing control
Will you turn me away or touch me deep inside
And before this gets old, will it still feel the same
There’s no way this will die
But if we get much closer, I could lose control
And if your heart surrenders, you’ll need me to hold


We are young
Heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield


We are strong, no one can tell us we’re wrong
Searchin’ our hearts for so long
Both of us knowing
Love is a battlefield


❤ LOVE HURTS. It hurts because it is REAL.


Since the start of my heartbreak.. heartache.. I always say to wake me up when september ends, now, it is here; Even though i have wished for September to end ASAP because of my heartaches, Again, i’d repeat this, I wouldn’t regret that THAT happened. XD

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