Naalala ko yesternight, pag wake up ko from one of my idlips, i receive this quote from a friend, isa sa mga friend ko na nag eencourage sa akin, what’s weird is, i haven’t even made kwento about what happened the past few days to him. He isn’t even the type who sends quotes. He does, pero madalang sobra, more on jokes siya. Pero wah, I got one quote from him last night na nawindang ako, i just forgot to add this sa blog ko last night, cause you see, my mind is still cluttered.
“Destiny belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams and have the courage to pursue it. Don’t stop when you are tired.. stop when you are done.”
Kaya ayan, naguguluhan nanaman ako. When I wanted to STOP it already because I’m SO SO TIRED na, biglang me magpapatigil sakin to stop because I’m tired and have GIVEN UP. Ang labo. Ang labo. Lalo ako naguguluhan.
Buti na lang wala akong class today. Gusto ko kasi magrest. Kaya nanood ako ng movie kanina, Little Manhattan. One of my favorite movies since way way back… the lines just kinda hit me once again.
“Don’t you think it’s gonna be so much better once it’s all over?” said Rosemary to Gabe about his father moving out and starting life a new. Well, yeah. I think so too. But how can I make it all over if I don’t know how to?
“Maybe not everything is suppose to last forever. Certain things are like skyriding, like a really beautiful thing that last for a couple of moments and then… you know..” said Gabe’s mom when comforting him while he was crying.
“How come all love has to end?” asked Gabe to his dad.
“Once upon a time when we really loved each other, but as time went by there just got to be things, stupid things, things left unsaid piled up, like the clutter in our storage room, and after a while, there was so much that were left unsaid that we barely said anything at all.” Gabe’s dad replied.
“Well, why didn’t you say anything dad?” asked Gabe.
“I don’t know.” His dad answered.
And just like Gabe, I don’t want to just leave everything hanging. Coz right now, I couldn’t escape them. All those things left unsaid, I’m drowning in them. But I don’t know how. I just don’t know how I’m gonna save myself from drowning.
“Love is an ugly terrible business practiced by fools. It will trample your heart and leave you bleeding on the floor. And what will you get in the end? Nothing but a few crumbled memories that you can never shape.”
“Love isn’t about ridiculous little words. Love is about grand gestures. Love is about airplanes with love banners over stadiums and giant proposing words in the sky. Love is about going an extra mile even if it hurts. Letting it all hang out there. Love is about finding the courage inside of you that you didn’t even know was there.”
As much as I want to let it all hang there, It wasn’t that easy. Love never is.