i love it when it is raining because it gives me a reason to stay a home, be alone, stare at the pouring rain from my window and just feel the cold weather. it really feels so good.

you know why?

it’s because even for once, i am able to feel the coldness from the outside and not from within me.

and you know what i love pa when it rains?

It is when i walk in the rain or even run in the rain or by just merely standing under the raining sky.

You know why?

It is because there, no one would see me cry, see my tears rolling down my eyes.