Grabe, nasasanay na ako na ang tulog ko is at 3 am at ang gising ko is at 1 pm. Dapat early na ko matulog para mawala na ang eyebags, nakakairita na eh. haha. Actually, maaga naman ako nag offline kagabi eh. Yun nga lang i can’t sleep last night. Kaya ayan, anong oras nanaman ako natulog.

So, shempre ang excited ko na kasi dun kami kina bestilicious tonight.. ang aming munting Christmas party. hehehe. Dun na din ako magsleep kasi mamimiss ko yan eh, kasi sa january na ulit kami magkita. awww… Nagbalot balot pa ko kanina ng gifts kasi tinamad ako yesterday kasi ang hirap balutin ng kina daddy eh. so kanina ginanahan ako. Nabalot ko din ng matino.

Pero hindi ko pa rin feel ang Pasko. Swear. Bakit kaya. ang kakaiba ko naman. Sana ma-feel ko na ang Christmas. Para mas happy-happy na.

Atasha: “Andres, What’s your Christmas wish?“
Andres: “We have a mom. We have a daddy. what more can we wish for?”

Ako. Wish ko. LOVE. Someone to hold and to cherish. Someone who I can call mine. Someone who’d make me smile when i frown. Someone who’d ask me “what’s your problem margaux?” Someone who’d tell me to eat, to sleep and to rest. Someone who’d just want me at his side even with out anything to do or kahit hindi kami mag usap. Someone who’d make pagtanggol me from some people. haha. Like, “walang ganyanan,,,”. Someone who’d love and accept me. drama.

yan lang wish ko i have great friends, mom and relatives, school and life.. yan lang kulang sakin. hehe

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heartbeat. heartbeat. heartbeat.

STEADY.