I needed time to be alone.
I needed time to think.
I needed time away from the people/environment i’m always with.

I feel really sick.
I won’t be able to focus.
I skipped my classes awhile ago.

me alone time. pray. think. eat. sleep. watch my favorite movie: 13 going on 30. i wish i have my own wishing dust, because the wishing dust knows what’s in my heart of hearts. It will make all my wished come true. I wish i could skip time. When i won’t be twenty anymore. I could skip everything i would feel now. By then, i’m done with school, i have the job i want, i have a boyfriend and i can travel as much as i want to. At least I won’t be feeling everything i’m feeling now. Or another option is, from twenty going back to five. Back to when everything you want you get. Back to when you are sad just a little candy would make you happy. Back to when anything could be healed with a band aid, a balloon, a trip to the carnival and a lollipop. Back to when i was a kid.

i went to Megamall. No cellphone today. Left it on purpose.

my other world time. Supposedly this is operation Kix & Gaux Smile. Ang kaso, si Kix hindi na pwede. So, naging Operation Gaux Smile na lang siya. Three lang kami, Aimee (budi) and Seska plus si John, labs ni budi! Other than my Grrkada, PF lang ang pwedeng magpasaya sa akin. I really need to see them and spend time with them now. Hindi ako nagkamali. Pagdating ni Budi, me dala siyang cupcake for me na may nakasulat na SMILE. XD Naiyak tuloy ako lalo dahil dun. Thanks sa cupcake budi. Tapos nagpa-studio pic kami, as usual, dahil wala ang iba, yung powerpuffgirls lang ulit 🙂 dalaga na talaga ang powerpuff girls. hehehehe. Then, we ate at pancake house. Kwentuhan and went home. I had a great time with them… sobra. hay. Sana ganto kami madalas.