tama na dreams. please?

A lot of things happened to me. It made me do crazy things. hahaha. I wasn’t in a mood to do things yesterday that’s why i haven’t posted anything. Now, i guess i can na.


Because of the whole day class, we decided to relax a little and watched Monster House. I expected too much from the movie. i didn’t like it that much. It somewhat bored me. Chaka parang super haba ng intro tapos yung ending minadali. i just didn’t like it.


My craziness last night, i wasn’t feeling well. I also remembered that we were supposed to go to Jack’s loft kasi it’s like exactly one year from the last time we went there. Hindi kami bumabalik dun kasi there’s somethign that happened that time, sa kalokohan ni Gretz. hahahaha… I feel like drinking last night. it’s been 9 months mula nun huli akong uminom. Since i wasn’t feeling well, naubos ko yung isang bottle, yung bote na green, yung sa koreanovelas, yung iniinom nila dun. lakas pala talaga ng tama nun. Sa sobrang lakas nag-iiiyak ako. ang sarap ng feeling.


tapos kanina umaga, ang aga ko pa rin gumising, 3 hours lang ako naka tulog. imaginin niyo na lang kung gaano kasakit yung ulo ko. sumama ako kina ces sa airport paghatid kay Nynke. Saya yung Exl6 class namin, exciting! remember PBOX: yung homestay, hindi ba hindi ko yun na experience? ma-eexperience ko na siya, sa hundred islands sa october! woohoo!!


i wanna blog about this 2 days ago, but i wasn’t in the mood, so now ko pa lang siya ilalagay, got this from Mates, Dates and Sleepover Secrets. “And i’ll tell you one of the biggest secrets about boys. They’re exactly the same as girls in that they also feel shy and awkward that they don’t always say the right thing or act the right way. Boys may act confident but can be  just as nervous as you underneath. Everyone fears being turned down and looking a fool. Boys fear rejection like anyone else.” I believe in this because I am aware that boys can also be really scared to face their feelings and sometimes they are even scared of love. I KNOW SOMEONE! hahahaha. Another one is, “Maybe real life isn’t like the movies. Maybe in real life romance isn’t beautiful sunsets and gentle kisses. Maybe in real life romance is sitting in the dark wondering if the boy you’re with is ever going to make a move that isn’t him merely shifting position in his seat. Maybe romance is all fantasy.” Yeah, Love isn’t always as you see it and dream about it. I know, because i’ve been there. And it hurts big time. I don’t wanna dream about it anymore. Tama na please yung 10 times na yun. I don’t want to dream about that thing again. not anymore in a million years.

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